Gutted

That went well

Words rush away from me now
There's nothing to hold on to anymore
And you're onto something new
For all we said
What's done is dead
I'm done.
I can't do this anymore.

You told me that if I really thought
That you wouldn't, couldn't, shouldn't want
Then I didn't know.
I guess I don't.

I'm done.
I can't do this anymore.
If you really meant it
That you want to hear it
To see it
To live it
I'll be here.

But I don't know for how long.